So I achieved another goal I set for myself, which was to eat strictly clean for 7 days straight. (which means no ’tasting’ of mum’s cooking, no sweets, no treats etc) Last week I was 5 days in, and then I went to a restaurant so that ruined clean eating, so I simply started again. Yesterday was my 7th day and when I got off the computer this morning (1am) I was feeling pretty hungry and that’s when I realised I completed that goal. I WAS ACTUALLY REALLY HUNGRY BUT I DID NOT REALISE because I was voice calling some cool friends and yeah but seriously auhf my mother bought my favourite cookies ever and I was like ahhh I shall reward myself
AND holy shitballz I actually ate the whole cookie, followed by some ice cream, followed by a fake timtam or something like that, followed by a few easter eggs, followed by etc etc WHAT THE Fhjkfjhykdsh HELL um WHAT did YOU just DO
The thing is I would be like, oh damn I’m guilty, and then next second I ate another thing and the cycle kinda just continued until I felt kinda sick but seriously - who would have thought all my will power and self control over the past 40 days or so was diminished in a span of 5 minutes? How the hell was I capable of even doing that, why why why
Usually I sleep things off but dude I am still disappointed. Moral of the story: do not ever go for so long without a little satisfying treat!!!!!!!! Argghhh!!!!!! I might go crazy right now but it’s okay today is a new day but still!!!!!
“A WHAT HAVE YOU LOST COMPARISON”—1 pound = a Guinea Pig 1.5 pounds = a dozen Krispy Kreme glazed donuts 2 pounds = a rack of baby back ribs 3 pounds = an average human brain 4 pounds = an ostrich egg 5 pounds = a Chihuahua 6 pounds = a humanâ€™s skin 7.5 pounds = an average newborn 8 pounds = a human head 10 pounds= chemical additives an American consumes each year 11 pounds = an average housecat 12 pounds = a Bald Eagle 15 pounds = 10 dozen large eggs 16 pounds = a sperm whaleâ€™s brain 20 pounds = an automobile tire 23 pounds = amount of pizza an average American eats in a year 24 pounds = a 3-gallon tub of super premium ice cream 25 pounds = an average 2 year old 30 pounds = amount of cheese an average American eats in a year 33 pounds = a cinder block 36 pounds = a mid-size microwave 40 pounds = a 5-gallon bottle of water or an average human leg 44 pounds = an elephantâ€™s heart 50 pounds = a small bale of hay 55 pounds = a 5000 BTU air conditioner 60 pounds = an elephantâ€™s penis (yep, weighs more than his heart!) 66 pounds = fats and oils an average American eats in a year 70 pounds = an Irish Setter 77 pounds = a gold brick 80 pounds = the Worldâ€™s Largest Ball of Tape 90 pounds = a newborn calf 100 pounds = a 2 month old horse 111 pounds = red meat an average American eats in a year 117 pounds = an average fashion model (and sheâ€™s 5â€™11â€) 118 pounds = the complete Encyclopedia Britannica 120 pounds = amount of trash you throw away in a month 130 pounds = a newborn giraffe 138 pounds = potatoes an average American eats in a year 140 pounds = refined sugar an average American eats in a year 144 pounds = an average adult woman (and sheâ€™s 5â€™4â€) 150 pounds = the complete Oxford English Dictionary 187 pounds = an average adult man 200 pounds = 2 Bloodhounds 235 pounds = Arnold Schwarzenegger 300 pounds = an average football lineman 400 pounds = a Welsh pony (via motiveweight)
So finally after months of agonising with Mrs. Steer we met our new ancient history teacher today! Ancient is my worst subject but this teacher is really lovely and I feel like putting in an effort for her. Also, she left 2 ancient classes at girra in the middle of hsc year so… wow.
Anyway I was able to have one shot at one of the mini goals I have set for myself - to be in the top 10 in cross country. I came 10th, and I was happy that I achieved my goal but then I thought… Aw I wonder what zone is like… BUT IT’S TOO LATE so omg oh well auhfhqwye that’s okay
You know before I always used to complain about being pretty chunky ever since I was born, and how much I just wished that I could become slim within a blink of an eye or a snap of a finger. But now I realised… I do prefer working for it. There’s something about having a backing story and working your ass for what you want that is just so much more appealing than having a great body naturally.
By the why, haha I saw the photo of your room (currently scrolling through your tumblr, it's so great) why'd you get rid of your asian everything?
HAHAHAHA wow I can’t believe someone noticed :L I felt like my life had to be cleaned out thoroughly and before I started eating clean I wanted a clean room too. I don’t even know how that works, but it just feels better :)
I am not as happy as I should be Nothing even happened today therefore I should be happy but maybe it’s the weather or the fact I didn’t exercise or woke up so late or did not do any school work I planned to do