oh my god this is so disgraceful… I just realised I ate at 12midday, and right after I got on the computer Occasionally I would get up but if I think about it… I’ve been sitting at this same spot from 12midday until now………..
I really hate you sometimes I believe you don’t deserve to live sometimes You are so stupid What the hell are you doing What the hell are you going to do Why do you never grow out of those things What gives you the right to touch me Don’t even look at me I hate you Get out of my life
Exam week is good for I have 5 free days in total. And my last exam in on tuesday, and classes don’t exist when it’s exam week(s)! But yeah I have to do D&T, and I’m sure I am underestimating the time it’s going to take
This is really disheartening When I was at my old high school in year 8, they had their first musical and I was pretty interested but I never was really gutsy to do a role on stage, so I just played the clarinet on the side…
As I exit my awkward years of life and into a new school that just never does musicals… IT SUCKS! I really wish I had the talent to be in that type of thing, and to at leastexperienceit, and a ‘school musical’ is the best I would ever get and I missed out and why didn’t I just bloody do a part ughghgg I finally know what my biggest regret in life is.
I’ve even tried asking Mrs. Gock if we could do one and her reasoning was that it took up so much academic time but James Ruse has an annual musical HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
omg this whole penrith high school rises group is not doing any good to anyone lol it’s so entertaining and funny - facebook posts/tumblr is always so much funnier when I have something due the next day!!!
I go on my profile all the time now to check if I have timeline Why am I doing this to myself and I really don’t want it!!! Also I need a haircut because my hair is too thick for it’s length I need to look at the ancient notes and write a bloody essay But allow me to think about why I need to stress so much. Why? Do I really need to cut a lot of the things I love to eat because of what? Self love? I can love myself, in fact I loved myself more when I did eat whatever I wanted. Is it because I want others to love me? I guess it is - but I am teaching myself to be independent like DEM BLACK WOMEN ETCECTETCETCTE Do I really need band 6’s? Will I really live a successful life with a high atar? Or will I go to uni, spend maybe 4-5 years there, and waste my life on something I don’t want to do? Will I complete my uni degree and not get a job? What do I really want to do anyway And why do people always tell me that I’m not going to be earning much money if I take the social work path Why do people doubt my ability or my passion for this cause What will I do if I don’t do this anyway I could really be a partycat right now
Celine! Alot of people go through the thought process you're going through now, and it's completely normal. But don't limit yourself based on how good you think you could end up looking. Truth of the matter is, you can be anything you want to be, and look as good as you want to look. You will be nice to look at, you will be healthy, and you're doing great, just hold on :)
Meeeenaaaaa I don’t think everyone can look as good as they would want to, and even if some people become healthy/have a healthy body, they still might not be nice to look at :P But thanks bro - this really did make me smile! :)))))))) lol double chins
Sometimes and maybe most of the time I think about why I do attempt at a healthy lifestyle and I think … f it bro But then all I have to do is just look at the people who are really nice to look at… But then again even if I do succeed it will never be like that ugh you know what I’m saying whatever man I’m going to play dress ups with myself now to make me feel better
Oh Am I really pathetic or is this really genuine Things always become amplified when you’re alone because it allows you to think with a clear mind
I wouldn’t mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dumplingsndgjdf k go And how come you never get on skype like ever And I reckon it won’t be as great when I see you again rrrrrrrrorrrrrrrrr sorry for being such a retartttttt
This is really making my life enjoyable and it’s making me happy The sun looks so much brighter and the weather doesn’t feel so cold or rainy when my thoughts go off to DA CANDIEjfiF MOUNTAINHD ~~~1298**~