ok so there isnt really a person i want to be, but there are people i ADMIRE. i do NOT want to be anyone else but me, because i am so sure God created me for a reason.. to be me. LOL its complicated but im sure you all understand :)
anyway… to the one i admire.
yes you are really beautiful. your laugh is so infectious and happy and your strong too! you make friends with anyone and click so comfortably, and you dont fall in the tb category either. you are not discouraged, and your connection with God is also strong. You pick the good out in everyone, and goodness gracious you are wonderful. God Bless you dear! :D
as soon as someone says childhood friend, i think of you. HAHAH its weird! i think its because i used to spend everyday with you and your lola babysitted me and it was real fun ! i remember when you and your friend and my bro left me to cross the road by myself, and i almost got ran over by the “WHITE LADY” :L:L and the sky was red that day… and we blamed it on the “WHITE LADY” BAhAHAH THAT WAS SO FREAKY AND FUNNY!!
you were a really horny boy that always ate lollies and chocolate …. and you always teased lola too ): i remember also when you crapped in your school shorts and my brother touched it LMFAO
i loved playing with your digimon figurines and playing that ps1 game! i loved that house. it was so home-like for me ~ and your dog was fun too, i used to be scared of it! i remember when you and your friend would gang up on me, but when he wasnt there we’d gang up on my little bro. i remember your younger brother, and how your mother used to bathe him was very interesting. i remember the whole structure of your house, i remember the water bed in your rents room that i secretly would sit on sometimes.
i remember the chips lola served with chicken salt, i remember the cute family portrait, i remember your super old computer i used to play pinball on all the time, i remember the outside of your house and riding a skateboard for the first time, and the woman who lived across you who owned the cute cat. i remember how we always watched tv when we came home from school and you used to rub in my face how you had so much lollies and never gave me any LOLOL!! i remember your aunties room , how she told me stories of housekeeping while she ironed. i remember your uncle, and how he always gave my family fresh scones :) i remember the price is right show! i remember that time when your mother gave me that hogwarts bird ! i remember how you really loved your gameboy.. and pokemon.. lol that was disturbing…
anyway i had a great time with you, when we were young. as you can see! you have created heaps of nice memories for me :L its too bad you ended up as i would expect, but when i was young, i didnt know what you were going to end up to be.
OH DEARY ME I KINDA MISS YOU ! even though i was only with you for 5 days ): you are allll the way in japan now and i cant even contact you cuz you didnt have an email at that time!!! ahh i wonder how you’re doing. i really want to visit you one day and talk about things randomly hahaha! hopefully i will know how to speak jap or you would know how to speak english 8D YOU BETTER BE DOING WELL !!! and studying hard and laughing like you did when we watched spongebob ! maybe you laugh a lot cuz you ate so much of our aplle piee.. LOL i dont mind !!! you were fun! :) gave my whole family a reason to be nice and happy!!!!
omg LOL. so indecisive. do you have your periods?
oh sh@t i do . hmm. OH fackenn hell worst time to have it -.- this is bl0odehh shhiztz -.- friggin.. bloody red stuff coming down our V holes every month for like more than week, wtf is this -.- why do we even have to have red shiet coming out of our gates-of-life -.- can't we just shit out all of our toxics and watevs, pooh it out or something? -.- that IS why we pooh, piss, chuck bogs and watevs in the first place -.- faccknnn -.- periods are just a more vibrant, colourful, way of removing all the baddies from our bodies -.- friggin.. whats next.. rainbow pooh, or, rainbow jizz that comes out of men -.- that way men will have monthly periods t0o -.- just .. rainbow jizz styles -.- and then whenever they wank.. it'll be.. rainbow semen -.- then they'll have more entertainment and satisfaction coz they're wanking + having it rainbow styles -.- pfft. even the guys get better periods -.- wtf is this -.-
Clearly, person 2 is abit screwed in the head.
okay i miss you i just do i miss you so much… like not really YOU but the TIME i spent with YOU. of course i do miss you too but its weird cuz i see you kinda once a month and thats not enough for me to miss a person. the thing is, when i see you, we just exchange hellos and do whatever. I MISS THE TIME WE SPOKE AND TALKED AND WALKED AND JUST DID STUFF!! JH AJKFH DJKFH DS.
i always miss your presence, the way you were so open and nice an welcome.. like im sure no one would reject you as a friend ! you are so special and i wish you could be a part of my daily life. i WANT to be your bespren! )’: i have so many memories with you which make me miss you even more, when you stuck up for me and called me ate and did asian things and its so funny because you are the only guy friend i have who i can talk to so easily on the first go and not be awkward, you are so caring and loving and i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you yes i do feel selfish but i miss you.
i’ve drifted away because we don’t go to school together anymore, and you live so far away! i dont even talk to you anymore or even see you at seven hills anymore ): far out you were so happy and smiley, and really the strongest girl i knew back when we were only in year 5, you were so mature. and i honestly miss our times together, how we used to trade sandwich halves and laugh about random things, and i miss your oppenness. ): like i keep in touch with most people in my previous life wether its on fb or see them sometimes but… i think your the only one i havent seen since we parted )’: IM GETTING NOSTALGIC NOW D:::::
for monday, to someone i wish would forgive me. alright so i dont think ive done something so bad in order for someone to hate me for this long… and nt forgive me up until now. yeah sure if done so much troublesome stuff but … you guys dont hate me forever right? O_O so ive decided to do this to someone i shouldnt take for granted.
you really have been so good to me..you always listen and you are soo generous, so giving and nice . however i block you off sometimes, i can feel that i do and im sorry. i hope all the times i have you forgave me, i am so in debt to you. Forgive me my darling ):
OK this was meant to be for sunday.. but today expect like 5 letter posts hahaa
dear person who has caused most pain/hate the most
by the way guys no one has actually caused much pain to me LOL well except for this one person but seriously its so cliche so ill just write about someone i hate the most :D but i dont hate anyone either.. OH WELL I DISLIKE lasses/lads etc etc.
dear uneducated beings;
i would soooo0o0o0oo0o0o like to thankyou for making australia an obviously better place! *sarcastic smile* NO
nononono, wrong wrong wrong wrong.
ok you people i wont rant about you for long but you really are an earsore/eyesore/ nosesore cuz you sound, look and smell bad please get out of our country. i swear there should be some boot island where all you lads go because all you do here is cause trouble swearing at people and rolling them and ESHAAYZZZLAADZZZZ-ing all through the west -.- i dont want to rant anymore.
Hello! I never have met you and… yes i really wish i had. you are the reason why im a quarter spanish! you passed away muccch before i was born ): So i never had the chance to meet and talk to you. The stories my mum tells me about you aren’t many and need clarifying. That is why my dear deceased grandfather, i would like to meet you. I wanna see a spanish speak filo! i wanna see my other grandfather! i want to know the relationship between my mother and you. I want to compare my dad with you LOL :D
to me, you’re such a wonderful person. you are so manly LOL and tall and ambitious and even though your really cold and have sinister thoughts, you turn out to be such a great person! you make me smile without even trying! you know …. it would be nice to be your best friend. your so down to earth and … i dnno! theres just something about you that i really like and i wished that i could have talked to you more when i still knew you. i mean i still know you now, but have less access to you.
your so fun to teaaaseee HAHAHA and your =.=; - ness makes you a joy to be around. somehow. cuz its SO FUN TO TEASE BAAAAAHAHHAAHAHA ohhhh i really did wish i talked to you more than i would have. )’: i miss you sometimes!
PS ! good luck with your future! i hope your successful, and i hope im in your book :D
someone i wanna meet. a letter to someone i wanna meet. that would be… right now.. KIM SANG BUM LMFAO!
DEAR KIM BUM
yes you do have a strange last name to people who speak english… but whatever! YOU ARE REALLY THE MOST ADORABLE KOREAN PERSON I FANGIRL OVER :EE <3 heehee i love your smile and your hair and your face shape.. like any type of hairstyle freaking suits you -.-
i love everything you wear and i have NEVER seen i bad photo of you on tumblr or whatever. ohmygod your SO CUTE KHD LDJFH KLDJSFH and your dimples which aren’t really holes but creases are cute too >w< and your role in boys over flowers ahhh i dont really particularly like it but it fully contrasts with your cute face LOL.
you were a pimp player guy in bof and fully went from girl to girl hahah but then it was sweet in the end when you ended up with Ga Eul~~~ <3 and also i loved that 5 second kill AHHHHHHHHHHH
anyway you kind of look like my friend. but like he has somewhat a more angular jaw bone and smaller eyes, and hes small. LOL i dont actually know your height kim bum but… ill google that now 8D your my second favourite eye candy - fangirl material :) but your cuter than my number one HAHAHA :) its cuz i knew my number one fangirling material for longer~
LOVE CELINE. i wanna meet you one day. and see what your personality out of media is :D
people are surprised that i don’t like anyone atm..like…i’m lying. Is it that not - believable ? LOL. What are my views on relationships + what not these few days. well ummm…. if i like a guy + he likes me, then sure why not. but has that happened for a while ? no. Also, i hate making the first…
HOLY CRAP ITS KIM BUM OH MY GOODNESS *DIES* JSDH LJWDFH KDGHS KHG KSj OMG KIM BUM AHH AHH AHH AHHH AHH AHH AHH AHH
dear…EXCUSE ME YOU DONT EXIST because i do not add randoms or accept randoms… but i do follow randoms on tumblr so who should i choose?
i guess the one whos in charge of fyeahtohoshinki/fyeahjaejoong? or.. yeah well ill write a letter to all those kpoppers <3
DEAR KPOPPING BLOGS ON TUMBLR
EXCUSE ME BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU
your dedication to posting eye candy for me amuses me for days and days ITS SO EXCITING HAHAH; so im glad. without tumblr and your posts i could never cheer up. i always go to tumblr to look at posts and stuffs 8) I WISH YOU THE VERY BEST TO KEEP IT UP!!!!! NYEHEHEHEHE :EEEE
To an ex/uhh i forgot the rest but im doing ex HAHA
YEAH SO HI THERE MAN HOW YOU DOIN……………………sup (H)
isn’t it cool? im writing a letter to you! iv’e ALWAYS wanted to do this.. really! I thought that it would be fun to send a handwritten letter to you, and secretly run non stop from my house to yours to slip it in your mailbox :) but then again.. your parents would see that letter and then theyll wtf
so how are you? i haven’t seen you in agessss~ im sorry i can’t go every sunday anymore ): i dont feel SO comfortable and i dont know the people well soo.. yeah. i dnno whens the next time im going to see you! :L and your almost 18 WAO haha you better invite me.. if you have a party >:D
im really thankful for you. and at the same time sorry. thankyou and im sorry. thanks for giving me such great memories that i can look back at, but im sorry to have started it all. i know im that type of person who does things on impulse.. not looking at the consequences or analysing your situation. im sorry for causing such a pain and burden, im sorry for starting and ending. You have made me stronger tho :D and be more faithful to my mother. ALSO.. thankyou for giving me two consecutive years of anticipating and butterflies, and 6 months of the satisfying feeling of company, and the feeling of a full mind of you, along with a cheeeezy daydream smile :)
I really hope you dont get too depressed or whatevss. you have to learn how to let things… just be. aish dont be so emotional. dont be so cold or blunt or whatever! and i think you should study hard.
and i fully remember that time when you spelt my name wrong cuz you had to sign that going away booklet for me LMAOO !! ahh ill never let you forget that.
thanks for making my day thanks for being considerate im sorry for blocking your way i hope the sun can make you happy -.- don’t be so stingy thanks for being candy for my eye thanks for waiting thanks for smiling thankyou for driving you’re also quite interesting
you indeed tend to be very interesting, but personally i really dont like this day of the letter challenge. because how can you write a letter to your dreams!? wtf… well ill do my best.
HOWEVER.. i do kinda thankyou for being there.. in my mind to pass time, all of you are interesting. i seldom get a scary dream and most of them are wonderful dreams! actually.. most of them are really weird and dont make sense.. but you definitely give a purpose to my life - TO TELL THEM TO MY FRIENDS!!!
dreams sure are an interesting topic to talk about and can even symbolise things. so i guess i do thankyou for being there!
hahah well you guys are really awesome.. you make me laugh so much and make me cry so much and make me pull out my hair etc
you have made me a manly girl. but you always make jokes and i am so sure i have laughed the hardest with you two. Eldest, try harder. i want you to do something with your life okay!? dont just sit there playing the ps3 DO SOMETHING AMBITIOUS!!!!!
younger brother, please dont cause any of our parents greif. dont be so hard headed or annoying. just follow what they say, and youll be so much happier :)
so you guys are cool. at the moment im not in that lovey dovey sort of mood, but ill do my best for this letter to you.
Its weird cuz.. im proud of you guys O_O like shouldn’t it be the other way? well i dont mind! its because i think your a balanced couple. dad you are short tempered but most of the time never are bothered to fix things, so when you get scary its seldom. and never really at me HAHA! and your smart, and i like your family history! its interesting. Mother on the other hand, you ain’t the smartest but i think your still pretty even though your almost 50. too bad i got my fathers looks -.- LOL JK i dont mind! but i reallly do believe your beautiful inside out, and are very patient, so you are so suited to the job of looking after most of the problems.
father has done much for me. you have helped me understand math when i was younger, and have made me laugh with your singing and numerous acts. I honestly really do enjoy my time SO much with you when you act like a stress free dad. your un-loving nature kinda of makes conversation little, but i dont mind. i love you and you have done so many favours, and manage most of the money around here :L
mother mother mother. you are also one of my most favourtie people in the whole wide world. you are so understanding and patient, and trust me so much and are so strong oh how dearly i keep you close in my heart. (oh crap im in that lovey mood now, you cant stop me) (‘: you are also so positive all the time and have such strong faith, and even though you are embarrassing i dont care! because im probably going to be an embarrassing mother too. you tell me you like me naive and innocent so and i kinda like it when you say that to me. so i will follow your rule, and be as truthful as i can to you, help you around the house so your back doesn’t hurt at the end of the day, so you don’t have to scream or shout at us, because i know that you have been so pained by my brothers. i dont want to cause any other pain to you, i do not want to be a burden, i will try my hardest because i love you.
I love it how both of you eventually stopped fighting before i got used to it. I was a little kid when i first heard you fight and i was crying along with you, mother. i didnt know how much it hurt for you. but a blessing fell from the sky and you rebuilt your relationship, sheltering my brothers and i. Your’e so strong, both of you.
I hope to be as strong hearted as you mother, and as wise as you father. I will make you proud. I’ll stay safe. I want you to stay safe. Life long and be happy :) I just love you too much.